that is how i started to describe it to ben this afternoon...see i woke up feeling really really sad and despite having a good day, felt tired and sad when i got home so had a bit of a lie down, which turned into a bit of a cry...
see about this time last year my doctor told me that she was pretty sure i was entering into 'early perimenopause'...which at the time i seemed not too phased about - don't get me wrong: i wasn't happy and of course it raised some questions/fears that i have had to confront, but i wasn't devastated...and truth be told, i'm still not devastated but i'm feeling a little jipped, hence the title 'i feel robbed'...
so now, a year on, i actually really do feel robbed! i feel as though a good 10 years or more has been taken from me and i'm not handling it too well :-(
it'll pass no doubt, as all things eventually do, but i'm trying to just 'be' with stuff rather than deny it, so this is my attempt at being authentic about this issue!
nitey nite
xx
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