the ride, i hope, is coming to an end...

and this sounds kinda weird right, coz most people might associate the term 'ride' with 'fun'! but the ride that i am referring to is the rollercoaster i've felt i've been on and unable to get off for the past 3 or 4 weeks...

haven't had much fun to be honest, a lot of soul searching and navel gazing that frankly left me feeling sad and a wee bit helpless!

so i've spurred myself into action - something that ALWAYS seems to work for me! i'm gonna try to do more - turns out as lazy as i think i am, i am in fact BORED - yep, you read it right - i'm bored! so here's what i'm gonna do:

- finish the website so it can go live
- consider doing some volunteer work to fill in the time until i am busy with my business
- do some more study (this was on the cards anyway) and Nov will be a busy month
- get out a bit more and do the things i love
- spend less time doing nothing
- try not to analyze everything: difficult when you are a trained analyst (in 2 ways!)
- exercise
- read more, but perhaps not sad books like the kite runner
- find a writing course that fits in so i can get back into my writing
- investigate playing tennis again - i miss my tennis :-(

ok, now that i've gotten all that written down hopefully it will serve as a reminder when the rollercoaster ride is beckoning me to get on!

feeling much better....