Thursday, September 10, 2009

having a mean reds sort of a day...

which to those of you who have never watched breakfast at tiffany's probably won't mean a thing...

see i've been battling with something for a while and despite my asking over and over, it's just not changing and i'm now sad about it and worried what it means for the longer term...

and it's difficult enough that i find it hard to ask for things, but then when i feel unheard and nothing really changes, it makes me feel worse...

so it's kind of a cycle and i don't know why today i'm choosing to write about it but i guess it's just no longer easy for me to manage my emotions without getting really sad about it...

anyway, this post is cryptic and hasn't really made me feel any better, so i'm gonna end it here!

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