i'm very very snoozy but

figured i should document the last few days as i feel as if i might have turned a corner...

well, i'm hoping i have! am starting my outplacement support next week, am meeting up with a recruiter friday this week, am starting to think more broadly about 'what next'....and on those days when i don't feel really sad (this sadly has been a feature of the last few weeks) i am very positive and even creative (dare i say it) about what i want to do...

i met up with my coaching client today -it's always so good to see her and she helps to remind me why i want to be both a coach and a counsellor! i had lunch with an old girlfriend - not one i see too much of these days, but an old one all the same - was nice - bit short as i had to rush off, but nice to see her...will look forward to seeing her again sometime soon...

i think i'm coming off the pill when i finish this cycle - like all pills i think it has been a contributing factor to the sadness i referred to earlier, so i'm going to see if my mood improves once off it!

i'm going to write that list - you know that list people tell you to write when you are made redundant - i keep putting it off, but am starting to feel inspired to write it and to make the most of this time i have...as i have no doubt it's gonna come to an end sooner than i would really like...

i am reading heaps! just finished two for the road by amanda hampson - amazing book - didn't want to put it down, so will be scouring the 2nd hand bookshops for her first book in the next few days...

heading to canberra tomorrow for the day/night to pick up my mum and bring her back to sydney so she can fly to the uk to meet up with my dad...will look fwd to the drive with the autumn colours providing it's not raining!

that's about it...gotta go and wash up, wash my face and get ready for a chat with my dad...

nite xx