if there was a gold medal for

procrastination, i reckon i'd be a bloody serious contender...

today was earmarked for doing my assignment, my last assignment before i graduate, a mere 2,500 words between me and the graduation line (oh, and another 70 hours in a counselling organisation)...

and do you think i can get myself motivated to do it? so i think i'm going to look at why i might be procrastinating - bit of self reflection and analysis surely never hurt anyone?

maybe i don't really want to finish?
maybe i'm not interested in the question (that's not entirely true...)
maybe i am just lazy (could this be true?)
maybe coz i have nothing to do, i can't be arsed doing anything at all (this could definitely be true - i have noticed that if i have 10 things to do they all get done, but if i have only one thing to do, i find all manner of excuses to put it off)...

should i consider making some changes in the way i do things? is it as a result of 18 years of corporate life or was i always like this? maybe it's time to ask the parentals if i was always like this...

maybe i'm just experiencing what it is to feel bored - truly bored - you know what i mean? without purpose bored...question is though does going to work every day really give you a purpose? i think not!

anyway, really gotta go and do this assignment...