is what i did friday! and don't get me wrong, it's not that until then i had been deceitful or hiding anything, on the contrary, but i guess on friday, given the opportunity (and having had time to think it over properly) i made it crystal clear just how things were....
this maybe kinda cryptic but for now it has to stay that way....coz if i divulge too much about what it might mean for me, then a few other people who read this might become concerned about what it means for them...
so all i know is this: on friday i not only closed one chapter in the book of my life, but was very open with a certain someone about how i felt about things and what i might want from this point on...
i felt the best i have in months after the conversation - which i think in many ways could have gone quite differently if i hadn't been the initiator...you will have heard me post before about how much better i feel about things once i take action - especially things i find i have been cogitating on for ages before finally landing on what action to take! feels like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders, and even though there is one very SCARY aspect that might eventuate from the friday conversation, on the other hand it might just be the perfect catalyst...
the perfect catalyst to propel me towards the life i so desperately want!
more to follow....
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