is the only way i can describe my general mood....
and nothing in particular is wrong...mmm let me think about that! actually it's bullshit - my health is still a cause of concern for me and no doubt i'll be back at the doctors/specialists if not before xmas then very shortly afterwards...
the news i got the other week is now 2 weeks old and yet it seems i have not fully accepted it yet - and it's not like it was devastating but i'm still coming to terms with what it all means...
add that to some family (not even my own) drama earlier in the week and working with a guy i neither like nor respect (he's the only one - i like pretty much everyone else i work with) and it's really not a good recipe...
so i'm just plodding along! hoping that something will eventually help me to snap out of it - and it's not like i'm in a bad mood - i'm actually just a little sad and vulnerable...
if i lived in new york i know what i'd do! but i don't which is a good thing really as a) it's winter in nyc and b) i love sydney...so i'm just gonna keep plodding on doing the occasional bit of retail therapy (did some today - red shoes, red bag, navy blue jacket...) and indulge myself with chocolate or tim tams (regularly!) and hope that xmas (and my 2 weeks off) will help alleviate my malaise....
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