Tuesday, August 26, 2008

fear is a terrible thing...

and it seems to be ruining my day...not really sure why! had a good chat with ben on sunday, had a nice afternoon/evening with him, had a good day yesterday (bar my therapy session where i re-hashed the events of the weekend) and today i feel like i am in a downward spiral...i'm starting to second guess myself and as a result feel exposed and vulnerable and just wishing i could go to sleep and wake up to how things were...or maybe they are how they were and i'm just being overly cautious because i'm scared...

guess loving someone and caring for them with every fibre of your being hurts sometimes???

please let it go away...

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