feeling that i can't say that i am, or more that i can't go into it in detail (at least not here - and there is the only downside to date about writing a blog that others can see)...and wondering how i can go from feeling really good and happy one minute to 'not' the next minute???
oh well, maybe it's just that i've had a big week emotionally and even though i woke up this morning feeling great and thinking that the worst of it was over, perhaps it isn't...perhaps it's not really about what's going on now, but something else, some unresolved thing from my past and what's going on now is a reminder of a time gone by? perhaps i was just in denial this morning when i said i was good? or perhaps i'm just bored after a whole day of study?
who knows! what i do know is i feel disappointed, i don't feel like i can really talk about it (mainly coz i don't really understand what is going on for me and my attempts at trying to explain it will not do it justice and probably come out all wrong - at worse misinterpreted) and it doesn't feel good...
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