which is not ideal! especially as the reason i'm supposed to be doing the blog is to write everyday in the hope of finding some inspiration to finish the novels....guess it's had some other effects, namely, that i find it very cathartic, it has really helped me say some stuff that i wouldn't normally say, and it gives me a little time to reflect on what's going on when i do write it - reflection, is kinda like meditation for me...or perhaps it's just an excuse so i don't have to start doing yoga...
honestly though i'm pre-occupied! you know that feeling right? that 'new relationship' sensation where everything you do reminds you of the last moments you spent together, where you can still taste his goodbye kiss on your lips, and when you close your eyes you can remember (with a smile) the last lovely thing he said to you....
not to mention you can't wait to see him again and just thinking about it gives you those butterflies in your stomach and not the nervous butterflies you had before you first met and before your 2nd date, but the butterflies that just float around your insides reminding you that even though you're not a kid anymore, you find yourself counting the number of sleeps until next you meet...
delicious...
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