i'm not, usually i would, but i'm not going to...
so i've kinda met someone, you know that already from the very subtle posts of the last couple of weeks, but i think it's time to get over my usual fear of saying how i feel out loud and give it a go...
seriously, what harm can it do - saying things out loud does NOT jinx how things end up - irrelevant insecurities, irrational fears and the past - that's what jinxes things! why i thought it had anything to do with being honest about how i feel is kinda sad and amazing! for someone so smart, i can be pretty stupid sometimes...
so here it is - i like going to bed knowing that he's thinking about me, i like that i can be myself with him, i like that he thinks i am headstrong (and he likes that about me), i like that he thinks i have an encyclopaedia in my head, i like that he likes my honesty and that i tell it like it is (he has NO idea how much this means to me), i like that we can talk about anything, i like the 'somewhat crazy stories' we write to each other and to top it off i like that he thinks i'm 'pretty damn good looking'...
i am seriously in like with him and i like it...
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