interesting...

is really the only way to describe the last week! this time last week i was in the midst of a crisis of confidence - actually not so much a crisis, more aptly described as a vote of no confidence - in self! not a great place to be

so before i went to my amazing reading/healing session with Lily I decided on some NY resolutions - turns out they were the right ones! for me, for now...phew!

so i went to work Monday with a different approach - with a projection of confidence and a sense of self that had been MIA for the last 2 weeks, and you know what? it made a HUGE difference...i had great meetings with almost everyone (even a handful of people that i'd had troublesome meetings with before xmas) and of course i don't attribute that all to me and my state of mind, but also to the fact that almost everyone i met with had something of a break, so perhaps the tensions that were high pre xmas had dissipated a bit...anyway, a lovely week at work and it was nice to get to friday and a) know i had 2 days to myself and b) to have been reminded how much i love my job and c) why i took it in the first place...

re the 'crush' - no longer sure it is one...a fascination maybe...i dunno! sometimes i think there is something there, other times i think there isn't...so i'm gonna do my best to forget about it and just let be, what will be (oh yeah, coz i'm sooo good at that!)

on another note my new tv is emitting a high pitched sound constantly so tomorrow will involve a visit to cute Nick at JB Hifi to report said issue! and tomorrow is also the day of my birthday tea with some of my girlfriends - can't wait!

so, as i struggle to find the motivation to write another chapter in the novel, at least i can console myself that i have written something today!

nite peeps

x