overwhelming urge to make contact with you know who...yep! out of the blue...
weird! i found myself scrounging around for his number...thankfully i could not lay my hands on it (small mercies really)...
and found myself having some serious flashbacks...not good...
and these are the times i wish i had someone in my life, someone who would just hold me and tell me it will be alright...
yep, that's what i wish for...the lead up to xmas is always good in that i enjoy buying gifts for the people i love and preparing for a break with my family, and also tinged with sadness at having to do yet another one on my own...
wonder if that will ever get easier?
bit sad tonight...
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